I have really been listening to everyone who has been giving me advice and I really hear everyone and believe that I need to probably be on meds, but what am I supposed to do if I cannot find a shrink who will see me with my dam insurance? everytime I get one something happens and they either leave or my insurance screws up or something!! is this something that my regular dr can adjust??? I don't know I am just so tired of hitting a brick wakll and I am so afraid of trying once again!!!!!