I am sorry for all the fear and grief that these things have caused everyone. The system is broken and needs to be fixed or thrown out and started all over again.

When I went into the details of things that have happened to me, my therapist who is also a psychiatrist was horrified. He had once run a locked ward and people actually were trying to get into the hospital not trying to get out. But he is a kind and gentle man who would never let anything even disrespectful happen to anyone.

He suggested that I write an account for advocacy reasons. I'm considering it because I think there needs more accountability and serious changes so that people aren't permanently harmed.