Woods,what you done yes it wasnt very wise,and i would advise you not to do it again,not only could you get into serious trouble,but i know that you have a good heart otherwise you wouldnt be beating yourself up over this.Take it as a lesson not to involve others,if you really have to do these things although i would advise against both,of course as ive been there and done it all and it doesnt lead to anything good,I know from previous posts that you havent been doing this for a very long time so please try to stop it because the longer you leave it the harder it will get.pm me if you want a chat anytime woods and take care.