DrSkipper thanks for your reply!

I understand also the problems with having a 'Nazi' fetisch
It was especially difficult in Germany, because of laws, however, quite common. Although, somewhat shameful, being my heritage.
A man in either feld grau, or the more notable uniform of the SS, has always been a desire of mine and yes my husband is yes, wonderful, for his support, and his willingness, to accept me and my needs.
Depending on where you live - there are groups for Nazi fetischism.