It is a horrible situation because I have insurance finances coming to me and I would NEVER TRADE THIS LIST OF HELL for money and that's what my mother wants my money and for me to take care of them when the day comes.They have not morally supported me at all.My older sister is helping me with the Insurance company.It is pretty sad because my sister tells me we have to keep it a secret from my mom.At one point my mom thought I would sign my rights with lawyer over to her! I did not Thank God!

~On mother's day my mom, my daughter, and I went to meet my sister at mother's day lunch and me and my mom got in a little tiff about parking and she said "well your not always a joy to be around" I said and neither are you!She dropped me and my daughter off while she went and parked and we went into a store and I called my sister to give her a heads up of how my mom already upset me.Luckily my daughter is a teen and had head phones in because she does not want to hear all this drama.

**My daughter will start going with me to my T in a few weeks when she gets out of school.she does not know. My T says I will make it worse if I force her to come home that I have to make her come home....so I pray she will get better and I really do not know if me and my mom will be talking after I settle very soon.I would never wish this on anybody and money is not S*!t knowing you will never be back to 100% or maybe never be able to have a job.All my dreams just went in a blink of a eye.

~I cry often but I already had my psychiatrist up my dose of antidepressants and I was a zombie!My traumatic brain injury physical therapist told me to go get it lowered back down and I did.I learned I have to go into psychiatrist very numb and if I cry he is raising the med's again.Sucks but true.I cry because I have PTSD, major depression,TBI,anxiety,lonely,grieving, and going threw this all by myself and I only trust my M.d.s.I am not suicidal I am just not happy and my psychiatrist is just so quick to up my med's if I go in upset and that does not help me.I went from crying 5times a day to maybe 3 times a week now.