Lost a friend, a really nice genuine person. So stunned, still can't quite get my head around it. Had been trying to ring him just for a chat and to see how he was. The number would never connect, i just thought he had changed his number and i would catch up with him eventually. Then i saw someone who knew him and he told me he had passed away. I still can't believe it really. Last time i saw him he was fine and we we're chatting as normal. I keep getting a grip and then losing it again. Don't really know where to post this but wanted to post it somewhere. I'm not religious but i keep sending him my thoughts, somehow i think maybe he can hear me from somewhere. Still struggling to process this, it was only a couple of months ago when he was taking care of me because i wasn't very well, he came and picked me up and made sure i got home safely because he was a lovely generous person. I wanted to write this somewhere because i want him to know i'm thinking of him if by chance he's looking down from somewhere. Take care mate, wherever you are.