I am so tired of this!!! It would be so easy to just quit this entire fight!!!!! I went for my MRI Friday where they were supposed to put me to sleep to do it because of complete claustrophobia, but the idiots just drugged me up . With versed and fentanyl, so needless to say I was awake and freaked out and they could not do thewhole test, so now I have to go again!!!!
Besides the physical pain I am extremely tired of the mental pain.....no matter what I do I cannot get help!! I have recently had to quit counselling because of my dam insurance and after Over 2 weeks of fighting with the insurance company And billing . Office I have given up!!!!! I am searching c the internet interior try and find another shrink but have had no luck and I am just ready to say f it!!!! I am at my witts end and I am so tired of bugging people on here, in Chat and my friends from church but . I feel if I don't I will say f it and do myself in!!!!!