My dx recently changed from bp2 to bp1, but like my doctor said, it's only something they put on paper. she said the dx doesn't matter that much, it's just a guide for treatment. i agree that maybe you have bipolar NOS but also that as long as you're figuring out your own treatment (I know you're med free by choice), what does it matter what the label is?

Can't speak to the magical aspects, some people do not believe that is a disorder. used to have a friend who believed much of the stuff you do and she was not necessarily psychotic.