its been defined now. im stuck in an annual cycle of my life falling apart. in the last 3 weeks ive lost my best relationship gf, my band split up and i started SI'ing again.. im gonna lose my friend for the 5th or 6th time again.. it already started.. they were all planning on going out somewhere and said they would invite me, but my ex was there and they felt bad for her so they didnt invite me.. its how it always starts... and my band was the only thing keeping my spirits up and now all i have is a damaged guitar, no band and im alone..
why does this keep happening to me :'(