Dear T,

Tonight I am feeling very insecure in our relationship and worried you don't like me /: not sure where this is coming from T, but it's highly annoying. Maybe it's because I've had angry feelings toward you, and just in general, lately and I'm reacting out of that - afraid you will leave since ive started to show you my more negative side. I don't know....

You wanted to try a technique with me and I declined. Now I'm afraid you won't want to be my T anymore. I wouldn't blame you as I wouldn't want to be my T either.