It has been so long since I have even considered speaking about my beliefs to anyone (and how they have helped me to deal with my addictions and mental illness), that I am afraid to share what I feel.

I hope this will change for me very quickly.

I know! I will start with my favourite scripture:

Rev 21:3-4: "Look! The tent of God is wwith mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his peoples. And God himself will be with them. And He will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be nor more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things will pass away."

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