My husbands condition has became worse. He is now in a wheel chair because he can't walk. The doctors can not find anything physically wrong with him that are causing these problems. They think that he has a conversion disorder. The doctors told me that until he hits rock bottom that he will not get better. I just can't take the stress of caring for him and our daughter. Its like taking care of two babies. Sometimes I wish that he really would have a stroke and die so this will all end. I feel sooooo very guilty for thinking this. I just want some other family to step in and help.
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