Be careful to whom you expose yourself. It's in our nature to jostle for social position. Most people aren't even aware of what they are doing. Because they are not aware of their motives they also are not aware of the impact of their actions on other people. They do whatever it takes to maintain their position in society.
I remember trying to get understanding from my peers. It never happened. They just couldn't understand and I made them very uncomfortable so they turned away. Try to find a safe place to express your pain. You may want to to first talk to a counselor and get their direction. Perhaps they can explain your position to your parents. Otherwise call a helpline and talk to people who are trained to understand you and help you find a new way of coping with your life.
There's nothing essentially wrong with you. If you are depressed then you have a disease like diabetes. It's not your fault any more than having brown hair would be your fault. PC is a safe place. Try to connect here with people who understand your feelings. You are not alone. You can get better. We care about you.
Your friend ,bharani1008