I've been in a rough spot lately. I've been feeling more depressed than usual and I've been feeling really empty and alone. I keep writing things like "I can't stand the pain" or "It just hurts so much."
I had a thought today (lots of time for thinking while I'm laminating teaching materials all day in the office..). Maybe I just have to accept the fact I'm in pain? How do I go about doing that? I do feel a little bit lighter today after thinking about accepting the pain. I really want to be happy and it upsets me that I'm not there yet. But maybe I can't help it at the moment and I should just accept the position I'm in right now. easier said than done probably >_<
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