Hi ((tango))

Oh dear you've really had a really rotten couple of weeks!! *hugs* I am so sorry for all you're going through - and I can understand how that could drive a person to restart SIng. I very highly doubt that it has anything to do with you, and it isn't your fault for all this bad stuff happening.

Why do you call it an "annual cycle" of your life falling apart? Does this happen every year about this time?

I don't know how to be helpful -- but I do know that if you can find someone to talk to in real life that can help a lot.

*hugs* please take care of yourself.