((gypsylace))

I'm glad your friend is out of the hospital. That is always a good thing - hospitals aren't very fun.

I'm sorry about how your relationship ended with that guy you meant. Fron what you've said, he sounds like he was just a bit "commitment phobic" at this point in time and I think his pushing you away was to (possibly) protect you from his current problems. (Then again, I am not him and can't speak directly for him but that could be a possibility).

Have you tried journalling, writing down all the things on your mind before you get to bed? That can help - writing down problems temporarily releases them from your mind so you're not up (or getting poor quality sleep) worrying about them. If that doesn't work, could you speak to your doctor about a possible change in medications to help you sleep better?

Sorry you're having such a rough time. *hugs* Take care of yourself.