Love that song "Dream a Little Dream of Me". It's nice to know someone who knows the "oldies".
I like all her songs, as well as that of Mel Torme, Mama Cass, Peggy Lee, the big bands, the
old Philharmonic symphony under the leadership of Leonard Bernstein--especially Christmas specials.

I can't imagine the horror of having your little children taken by someone who thought
you were worthless. You know, I'm sure that when people judge others, they are
really revealing themselves, not anything about you or someone else.

You've been a courageous woman and I admire your strength. I hope you win custody of the 11 year-old. I don't know how you've managed the grief of the loss of little ones. I'm sure I would have had to be institutionalized for life if that had happened to me.

What's happening to you now in the dreaming bit is probably a side effect of one or
more medications. I hope you're able to get that adjusted with your psychiatrist.
(Zyprexa is noted for causing vivid technicolor and unpleasant dreams, but you're not taking that
one. Maybe one of the ones you're taking has similar ingredients to Zyprexa.)

Take care.