Hang in there. It is so hard to feel comformatable about yourself when you are smashed. There is a quality of addiction that covers up the soul. If you did better before you always can again. Don;t let the shame of using again eekp you from the hope of a better life. You deserve it.
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"The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.” - Carl Rogers
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"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." - Anais Nin
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