You're too sweet

Yes, rage feels psychotic, scary, completely unreasonable. I don't like it one bit and have done my best to avoid it for quite a long time now...

My beliefs that I am something more, the fact that spirits move around and speak, and that there is a netherworld I'm much "too" connected to at times, that isn't scary, its rather beautiful. The dead are very quiet now though I think its because I scolded them for making me look weird with all these personal messages they wanted delivered to their loved ones. I don't think they liked that...

Listen to me rambling about dead folk *sigh