Hello KBellam, Personally speaking for me having a baby made my depression worse. Like you at the time I wasn't on any medication, I was depressed before I became pregnant and along with having a baby I had the depression to deal with. I'm being brutally honest and began to blame the baby for the way I was feeling. You have to look after yourself firstly. You are only a young woman and have all the time in the world. I don't mean to rain on your parade but from personal experience it was very difficult. Best wishes.