Hey - we all have our share of stories, but you know what??? I have never been suicidal, consciously anyway, because I'm too curious - what happens next...and I mean in my living life now, not life after death. It seems I've already had so much happen, almost like different "lives" within my own life & certainly my share of lots and lots of joy too

Maybe hot stove theory? Pain seems easier to recall? IDK I just know for me to wallow in it brings great despair upon myself that is needless and harmful. And that shows me I'm not working "my steps". Spiritual (not religious) program. Best thing I can do to get out of wallow? Help another and on my way to do that now to pick a friend up for a BDSA meeting.

(((((((((((((((((HQ)))))))))))))))) back atcha with a big smile

Yes I know Mathis. My parents are baby boomers - is it gen x for 70's kids? Or am I way off? I've have eclectic taste in music.