I TOTALLY have those thoughts. Sometimes, i will be waiting in line at Costco and think of kicking the person in front of me in the calf. I am a people-lover mostly so the idea makes no sense...it is kinda funny though. I also get random impulses to do things that are not nice like pull hair or push people. I would never do that. Oh...and (i feel horrible about this) when my oldest son was born, i was so depressed and the crying never stopped, I became sleep deprived and for a brief second I thought of throwing him out the window. I, like you, felt HHHHHORRRIBLE about that and hated myself. I knew I would never do that but it is the guilt of even having a thought like that, that hurts. You are not alone...