I have a colorful history. There are lots of things bringing me to where I am now. It is too hard to really get into it but old trauma, new trauma, new stress==depression, major spike in ptsd stuff, meds stopped working, physical melt down of sorts, been off from a very demanding job for 8 days now and sleep a lot. Feeling a little stronger physically I think. Dare I hope new meds starting to work? Hope? Well, if I don't feel better then I do right now, I quit. Not sure what I quit but there, I do. Too much for one person to handle is all. Thanks for the kindness.