So that was an epic fail. The place i had hoped to get into was way too expensive, so my t called another place. I went there all ready to be admitted, but after 4 hours of taking to them, they figured out i was not appropriate for their services. Now I'm home. I'm hoping i can get some sleep and manage to stay safe. It's been a struggle... t doesn't get in till late afternoon tomorrow... that gives me some time to figure out whether or not i may have insurance i did not know about. That would make life so much easier... Just have to make it through to the afternoon again. I may call one of the other t's in the office and talk to her if things get really bad before he gets in...