Wink, I know exactly what you feel like. Some days, I don't have the energy to fight, but fight I must. Your son is a good enough reason right there. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other.

Don't give up. Please don't. It will get better. It may not feel like it now, and I know it's hard, I'm fighting the same feelings now, but we have to just keep trucking along.

The bast**d I refer to is that little and loud voice that is in the back of my head that is always negative. I can't let it win, I won't let it win, and I hope that you won't either.