Hi EJp, I am new also and I know how hard it can be to feel alone. My anxiety tends to make me avoid a lot of things including my friends. Knowing that I am missing out on so much because I am afraid to go out with them is really hard. I got myself to go out and get a drink with a few friends the other night and lasted all of about 5 minutes before I had to go outside. I get so mad at myself because it's my fault I feel alone. I push people away because then I can avoid what makes me anxious. So, I guess I just wanted to let you know that I know how you feel and I understand how yucky it can be to feel alone. Take care! kate