(((((You guys)))) hugs for all of you~
I'm not a cutter, it' has crossed my mind though, but I never did it, I've done some other destructive things, so even though this post describe especifically cutting, I think it's explaing pretty much a self-destructive behavior.
for the ones who said, "i wish I've read this before"
Well, you didn't but you are doing it now, Not everything is lost here~