I really don't know where to start and I hope that I don't change my mind and delete this...

I started seeing my therapist at the beginning of February and tbh therapy confuses me at times, I have real problems with trust and talking to my therapist.. She is a good T though, She asked about my childhood ETC in which I told her some of it, Last week she made total sense and she always asks me if I have any questions in which I always say "no" I can't seem to find my voice, she tells me over and over again that she isn't there to judge me and that it is a safe place, I often read on here and see others doing so well in therapy and have that connection with their therapist, I am not saying that I don't like my T because I do...I guess I want to feel what most of you guys feel at times.