I just found this quote, and it seems to go along with this thread somehow. I hope that it is helpful to you, but it might also be triggering, so please be careful.

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When childhood dies, its corpses are called adults and they enter society, one of the politer names of hell. That is why we dread children, even if we love them. They show us the state of our decay.
Brian Aldis

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