I am sorry that happened to you, DarkHeart.

I don't know what to do. I am going into a depression over this. Not sure if I should stay in the marriage, but then I would lose my kids because I have no job d no money and end up in the hospital every 10 months or sooner. No court that I know of would give me my kids. I wouldn't give me my kids. I love them, but I don't know honestly if I could take care of them on my own. Chances are I would be ordered to pay child support.

I might as well just die.