Honestly, my T didn't go into depth about the whole fantasize relationship. I think the whole thing is off putting actually. I come from a pretty religious background and at first the idea of fantasizing another person was out of the question. However, she was never against it and said there has to be boundaries in place.

This is just making me confused as ever since I feel like the whole dynamic is based off of this fake scenario; plus I am stuck now since I am now questioning the whole theory behind it. The T and I both agree if I don't "buy into it", then the whole 3 years of therapy would be for nothing. That and the fact she now wants me to take more meds (in my mind) to agree with her, makes me even more perplexed . She never suggested this until I started to question her motives.