Ok. I did it. That went nowhere near according to plan. I also learned (again) that I don't really like or trust my doctor.

I told him that I've had a lot of anxiety since the med change, he didn't really respond to that. Later he said he thinks the anxiety is due to increased blood pressure (140/90!) so I am doubling one of my blood pressure meds.

I brought up depression... It was very awkward. I was shaking the whole time and had a hard time talking. He asked some questions about it, but wasn't exactly confidence inspiring. He asked how it was affecting my life, and who diagnosed me before. it was my previous doctor who works in the same office who I have no idea why isn't my doctor any more. Then he said he was going to refer me to a psychologist and wants me to go to 2-3 sessions with her. So that's what I'm going to do I guess.

What was weird is he didn't ask me any other questions. Not that I'm suicidal but he didn't even ask. When I went through this years ago every person I talked to asked me that, most of them every time I saw them.