Buttercup,
That is not a long time to see a t and to trust her yet, therapy takes time, years even. If you haven't found your voice yet, it means you don't feel safe enough to open up yet.
If your voice could talk what would it say about not being able to express what you feel?
I think you have to trust your gut and if you are not ready yet hold back until you are and eventually you and t can have a great relationship.