My days have been following a pattern of depressed in the morning and hypo at night. At least I can say the meds seem to be making the ends less extreme. I just wish the anxiety would go away. I have so much on my mind...I am worried about my mom and my brother, about how they will react to us moving out in the next few months. Worried about my work evaluation next week. Worried about the new lesson plans. Worried about finances. Etcetera.

A line from a song keeps going through my head: from a sunrise to a sunset, you're either manic or you're depressed, will you ever be ok?

Will I ever be ok? I want normalcy back. Maybe moving out will help. I guess I can't worry about my emotionally disturbed brother when I can't even manage myself.

Just felt the need to write. Thanks.