I'm scared. I've been diagnosed w/ bipolar 1 for the last 11 years, but now my T and my pdoc really believe that I'm a borderline personality disorder. I don't know how to take that. I can understand the the bipolar, it's brain chemistry. But I feel broken now. My T wants me to do DBT, and that is another thing that scares me. Now, I will have to tell my boss what I'm really going to the doc for.

I'm just scared.

Jeffro