Hi Jackie,

I'm really tired and so not writing well, but more reading thru posts.

For tonight wanted to say that I've read you, hear you and am here for you. Keep posting, or PM me anytime.

"What I've really been struggling with lately is feeling hopeless about everything in my life. I can't see myself ever being happy or my life ever getting better. And I can't see my depression ever getting better. I know having a positive attitude is important, but every time I try to think positive thoughts, the negative thoughts come back and push them away."

I feel this exact same way. I've given up hope.

But it's funny, I give up for myself but do have hope for example, for you.

Hugs