Thank you wonderful spondiferous. I so appreciate your post to me. Today I cried much of the day. No foods I enjoy to take the pain away. All alone. But something good has happened. I got a scholorship to a healer. I can go there twice a month. she is a network chiropractor. And she is very good. She saw my situation when I went there out of despiration. I had not been there in a year because I could not afford it. When she saw and heard what condition i was in, she reached out to help me. So twice a month i get help.

re the food, All I want is some comfort. The comfort I was getting from food. Not overeating. Just foods that comfort. Foods that have flovor. Lemon protein drink. Cocoa powder. Cheese, of course. Chicken. Yes, I cannot eat chicken or fish right now. They hurt my stomach, Food is usually the only comfort I have in a day. But someday I will have them again. When I got home from the chiropractor, i got a call from someone thanking me for saving her life years ago. That made me feel so good. She is someone who to me is like a daughter. And I did help her for years. But really I never would think I saved her life. She did that I just helped. Anyway, I miss my foods, so deeply. But today I had caring people. And you are included. Thank you.