You asked if there was a context LMo... well I was just thinking the other day about how I have trouble with other people and I realised I had never actually realy cared for anyone, I mean sure I've met people I get along with and have fun with, but I wouldn't say I care for them or love them.
The reason I was thinking this was cause I was feeling very lonely and unloved, but then how can I expect people to care about me if I've never actually cared about anybody myself?
So basically I want to learn how to care for other people. As I see it, loving somebody like you all have described it sounds like a real great thing to do and I want to learn to be good like that. But it's not that easy, I'll actually have to go out and find somebody to care about and I have no idea how to do that
I'm just trying to find out what exactly it is that I want and wether it is at all possible.