Today I had my evaluation at work. I improved in all areas, but my boss didn't want to give me the re-hire just yet. She wanted to wait a month and observe me closer before making her decision.

We had a long discussion on it, but her main concerns was that she needed someone more predictable and that I was a wild card with my mood swings and that she was never sure whether I would have a good day or bad day.

My summer will be more free to take bipolar classes at Kaiser, but I don't know how to improve my behavior. I spend so much time worrying about the big signs of an episode that I overlook the day to day mood swings. I honestly thought I've made a big improvement since January, and my boss agrees, but she still worries that I'm too unpredictable. I don't know how to fix that or even if it's fixable. I don't know what to do.