Ugh. Just reading about this makes me feel sad and abandoned. I've only seen another of her clients once. I actually changed my appt time to a time when no one else was there to avoid this from happening. You know what stresses me the most? Not just to think that there are other clients that are important to T, but that she is important to other clients too. What if there is someone else out there who thinks the same way as I do about T? Painful ...

Another embarrassing thing to avoid talking to T about until I get the guts to do it ... yay?!

Also I think the fact that T is always on my mind and I am probably barely ever on her's is somehow upsetting...