Thanks for the replies Roadie and Healingme4me....But I dont know this thought of "will she be living in a good way or not"."Will she be happy ever again" is just literally consuming me.Even when sometimes I decide that I will move on from this feeling and will take care of my health,I feel that she is sad and weeping there and I have no right to have a good life as I am the person who started this.Though I never had any bad intention for this whole relationship.Never.But this guilt is just eating me up and is getting in the way of any positive thing that I want to start.