I think Rose has some very good advice there.

I would do the same if I were your age or even in my thirties. In my case, I have made huge steps over the last few months to recover and feel so much better than last year and especially the year before: new and better work environment, I've started driving again and I believe a lot more in myself and I think would now be in a much better position to have a partner and even a child.
As biology is not on my side any longer, I'm thinking of looking into other ways such as adoption to fulfil my dream.

As Rose said, you still have the chance of having a biological child and have a partner so try to get yourself to a better place and it will be so much easier.