I always found it annoying that you have to be bleeding out or vomiting up your lungs to get any help for anything, if they can't see it than it isn't a problem. I guess what I'm trying to say is that when I'm depressed so much sovthat I just feel like it has to end, at no point in time can I ask for help, everytime I have before, I was always sent home for "lying" after about twenty-four hours. Sometimes I think that I have to be on the verge of death to get any help, or no one takes me seriously. I don't know what I'm saying, I jusr find it so stupid that professionals can be so ****ing ignorant. I don't know, maybe I'm just being whiney.