My daughter is visiting an ex friend of mine , The children are friends and the wanted to spend time together this summer .... Even though the adults in this argument are at odds I have allowed this....... Well I have found out she wants my daughter gone and she wanted it done yesterday....
I do not understand the childish games she is pulling just because we are at odds we still should not pull the kids into all these issues...
I don't talk to her anymore and have stopped all contact my daughter is 14 and calls me on her own and has no idea why I am pulling her home early and I cannot hurt her by telling her about "HER" wanting her out of her house.......
I am so tired of the crap I just want friends who are trustworthy and not harmful to my personality.....
I am terrified to make new fiends ... I went upstairs for dinner tonight with my neighbors and the whole time I was there I kept thinking are they telling me the truth.....
Is this crazy , How can I be so scared to make new friends!!!! How do I trust someone else to become there true friend without thinking of them as "HER" And they are gonna hurt me.....
Oh Crap ! I am just tired I guess had really bad nightmares, About kids and the Ex really bad !!!! And now this I am sick of stress I am hurting really bad and I am stressing extreme...... I have my Psych appt on Friday and hopefully she will get me my meds and anything else I may need.....
Sorry gonna Go troubled1