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Originally Posted by eliralena
I know what you mean, sometimes I miss the hypomania side myself. I've never had the full hallucinations of seeing people who'd talk to me but I did what I'd call shadow people that would randomly show up out of nowhere. I'm bipolar type too.
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I miss the more beautiful hallucinations, like seeing a tree in full bloom in the middle of winter, or sensing a peace and the ability to know the feelings of a whole crowd of people, or a friendly being who was not fully visible but merged with objects around me.
What I definitely don't miss (and still struggle with) is paranoia, and mania. One feeds off the other, and trouble caused by mania makes paranoia seem even more rational.
The other part of psychosis that can definitely go and lump it is the insulting and degrading auditory hallucinations, and the confusion that inevitably accompanies it.
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