Maybe I will get slammed for this .. But it is my opinion....

I do not care what label someone puts on me , or is it a chemical thing ? not a chemical thing? personality disorder? None of that matters to me, not a single bit.

What does matter is how I feel and what can I do for myself to enjoy my life more.
I have good days and not so good days.. but pretty much everyone does. I have days where I can hardly move or breath.

Maybe next week I will tumble down the big black hole or maybe I won't . I no longer worry about when I may or may not be up or down. I deal with it when it happens.

And I will be here needing support, I am certain