So my year was wrong. It was 2008 stupid me how could I put the wrong year. Today is just a sad day. It makes me not want to go to work I'm not suicidal just sad about the crap I did. I have so many questions its pointless to ask them though I'll never know the answers. I just need to sleep. Otherwise it'll be a long night. Got therapy tomorrow after work. She wants to know if anything is unresolved about my past and wants to talk it over. I can't think of anything. I've dealt with it as much as I could this is the most unresolved part and that's cause of all of the questions.