Dear T,

I've never really expected or desired for you to respond to my emails (although I love and appreciate it when you do) but this time I guess I was really hoping you would. I don't know why things have hit me so hard right now, but they have, and I really could use a bit of extra support. I know it is completely wrong of me to want that, especially since you already do so much for me, but I do. Gosh I'm so selfish!

I was pretty confused after our last session, and now I'm upset and scared and insecure and just don't really know what to do. I know I shouldn't need you, and I usually know that I don't, but right now it really feels like I do. I feel like I just need help, I guess, and you are the only person I can think of that can do that for me right now.

I am sorry I emailed you, and I'm sorry I'm so weird right now. I don't know what's going on, and I'll do my best to figure it out soon so you don't have to deal with it. I'm sorry.

Ness