((((((((((( complic8d )))))))))))

Maybe it would help, if you talk to your pdoc about this, maybe he or she can give you some professional insight?
I hope things work out and you get some stability with this, mood stabilizers are extremely helpful for this.
Just may take a little time,work with your pdoc on different med options,not all meds work for everyone, there are ones that can work wonders.
Lots of luck getting the rollercoaster under control.
Please take care,
DE