"I even went as far as telling her that I am aware of transference but she is not my mama nor is she my lover"

ooooooh yes, THIS!!

LOL that's awesome! I might use that one week

Today, she insisted on making me talk about very uncomfortable things the entire time, and also spoke about how her leaving (she's leaving in like november) is "certain" and how we will never see each other again. (She wanted to know if that made me sad....DUH) Uhhmm, ouch? And it's not like I sit there and tell her "oooh I love you, I need you ...blah blah blah" actually, I've only mentioned my feelings to her once, and that was without going in to great detail.

She knows I don't want her to leave, but who would? All "other" feelings aside, who wants to lose a therapist that they really click with?

I was in tears by the end of the session. And now I'm embarrassed. (i'm not really a cryer) I'm starting to wonder if maybe I should just stop seeing her now, and not delay the pain of "losing her" any longer.